Come On Already

My “due date” is a week from tomorrow and the countdown is on. In truth, it has been on for a while. I am so ready to have this baby but he isn’t cooperating. I am beginning to think I am going to be prego forever. YEEHAW. At least I only have to make it 6 and a half more hrs before my leave starts. Not dragging my butt to work every morning will be a plus. I am sure once I start getting my reduced paychecks, I will think differently. Not sure how I am going to manage that. I am the world’s worst at managing money, but I know-somehow, I will survive. Before, when I thought about labor it was a distant scary day looming in the future. Now I think it can’t be as bad as being pregnant any longer. It means that it is almost over and then the real fun can begin. I don’t know how I am going to handle being a mother. Even after 9 months it does not seem real to me. I know Chad will be wonderful but I just don’t know how I am going to do it. Luckily, I will have help.